E-mail: skygazerlily at yahoo dot com
Religion: Here's where things get tricky-- well for me at least-- I don't really believe per se in anything, I consider myself an Agnostic Nihilist (nihilist in the existential sense)... really part of me actually wants to believe in things. I sometimes read books on angels, psychic abilities, I'll often look into the meaning of something that could be a symbol. I'm into the tarot, fortune telling cards (etc), the paranormal. However, I am on the fence for it all. An ex-friend of mine a long time ago, we discussed these things... how there is a difference between what we want to believe is true (or what we wish was true) and what we believe to be true *sigh*... so who knows about me... and religion or even spirituality. I believe in possibilities! I am into Pagan/New age-y stuff sometimes as well, studied it for 6 years and it still has a place in my heart! I want to get into ghost hunting as well... so that says something, to gather evidence and not to "disprove" that ghosts exist.
Interests: abandoned buildings (I honestly really have no friends and this isn't something I'd do alone but I have an interest in exploring them), the paranormal, nature, piercings, vampires, quotations, and video games (Wii), listening to music, watching movies/TV on Netflix, chatting/texting, playing around like a child or with childrens toys (which at this age I still love), wandering around the woods near my house picking up trash (with rubber gloves mind you) -- seeing what I can find (I plan to get a metal detector) and I plan to make "faerie" houses to place into the woods when they're clean, not that I believe in them... seems like it'd be fun though. I can be a tad unusual. From the interests from this community-- also love faeries, pointed ears (I'm considering the surgery to make mine pointed or get some fake ones to wear for awhile), mermaids, dress up, rainbows (double, circle, etc)
Music: Within Temptation (insanely love and listen to way too much), Tapping the Vein, OTEP, The Birthday Massacre, In This Moment, Massive Attack, Conjure One (some songs), A Perfect Circle, Smashing Pumpkins, Flyleaf, Delerium (some songs), "One Moment More" by Mindy Smith, Dryer, Fever Ray, Robyn (new), Kerli
Movies: What Dreams May Come, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, Silent Hill, Nightmare Before Christmas, Pan's Labyrinth, MirrorMask, Labyrinth, Legend, Interview with The Vampire, The Neverending Story, Ultraviolet, The Fifth Element, Underworld, The Fountain, The Invention of Lying, Wristcutters: A Love Story
Books: I love Francesca Block and pretty much all her novels. Spook Science Tackles the Afterlife, A Certain Slant of Light... I love reading non-fiction from the new age section, books on the paranormal, etc.
TV: used to be Ghost Adventures, Ghost Hunter, Paranormal Witness, The Dead Files, Bones, Criminal Minds, The Amazing World of Gumball.... but I don't watch TV anymore really just watch movies on Netflix but this gives you my taste in T
Handwrite/Typing: Hand write
Length of Letters: 2-3 pages at least
Sending Gifts: Not really
Time till Response: Week or so
Age of Penpal: 18+
Where Do You Want Them To Be From?: Anywhere (preferably US, to save money)
How Long Have You Been Penpaling?: 15yrs, off and on
How Many Do You Want?: 2-3
What Are You Looking For In a Penpal?: Someone I could possibly get along with and someone I have similar interests with maybe... and maybe make a good friend